My Baby Angel.

Let me give u a small scenario.

You were kind off close to a friend.

And dat friend of urs organized a small celebration party or function.

You happen to get the news. But it is not from them.

Ok mayb if they wants u to join,

u would expect them to will invite or offer u personally willingly.

I am not the type, if people dunt offer i juz barge into the scene uninvited.

Ur friend may assume dat if u heard bout it,

u automatically juz appear in the scene.

I dunt even know the meeting place and time.

Other close friends been asking we whether i join them a not.

I cant answer them coz i only heard rumours.

I got my own ways to approach this kind off situation and my own principle.

And my way is going through the proper channel.

This is not a criticism or insult or bombardment. But this is wat i feel.

I juz cant assume if i wasnt invited. As though i am not welcome.

Mayb the reason is dat it is not adviseable for me to b der

coz it might force changes to the original plan. You neva know.

I respect people decision as long as they are

honest wif me bout their situation.

I felt disappointed

What if this happens to u.. What would u do?

Finally exams over. But prepare for SUPP?

From my point of view, i did badly for most of my paper.

I'm really sux at memorising those study notes.

one of my fren ask me. "If u cant memorise well, how u can manage to pass those papers before e.g. Rebus, IntHt".

I juz replied "Coz dat time i usually go for lectures".

U noe wat. Thats a lie. I cant say dis infront of u.

Dunt u remember dat i used to have dat sum1 whereva i go by my side during those times?

To be honest yeah, she is the one who did help me in memorising my notes.

I appreciate dat but i dunt miss dat. Sorry.

I may still need help memorising stuff but i dunt nid it from u anymore.

Der will always b sum1 else who can help me willingly.

Recently my grandmother being warded at CGH for diabetes.

Cant really concentrate on my studies dat well but im not making it as a reason.

She is nearly a decade old and she have to go for operation.

Cant bear to watch her suffer.

She is the closest grandparent i had throughout my entire life.

And she is the only one left.

All her children n grandchildren will be supporting u no matter wat happen.

We juz have to pray n god is listening to us.

Back to our exams finally ended. We went to Arab St..... to be continued next post. stay tuned ;p

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I may not be the guy u loves to be

I may not be the perfect him

I may not be ur future hubby

I may not be the guy in ur dream

I knew that i may not be good looking

I knew that i may be small & timid

I knew that im cashless for dating

But atleast i admit

I don't care what u say bout me

I don't care how u look at me

I don't care why u hate me

Coz u're no longer useful to me

Don't judge me externally

Don't treat me blindly

Do appreciate sincerely

Do care for me willingly

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Dis week is study week. Well time to relax...

No u're wrong. Must Study like mad.

im really not in the mood to study but have to force myself.

Cant afford anymore hiccups.

Looking forward to my SIP next sem.

Anyway as u notice i've change the outlook of my blog.

The song/video suits wats happening to my life now.

It doesn't matter anyway. I like dis song.

Sometimes, U like sum1. At times u hate dis sum1.

Friends advise: Ders no harm hating sum1 u like/love.

The more u hate dem, the more u show ur love to dem.

My bike looks like it need renovation.

Things to do to my bike

1.Get a pair of new Battlax tyres

2. Refill Brake fluid

3. New pair of signal light

4. New taillight

5. Time to change Battery

6. Full Service

7. New racing footrest

8. Side stand + bracket

9. Put on new seat surface

10.Spray ferring

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Happy Belated National Day!!

Been busy dis few days since i started to work

Yeah! Finally a job to kept me going and

make my mind to focus on sumting else.

It helps though.

Kinda not thinking of certain situation.

And i admit dat im ready to face u anytime.

But i still do have time to spend time wif my friends.

I met Julie, hafiz, Nana and Sasha at Marina Sq

juz to pass Julie the pizza dat i promise her..

Being true fren i kept my promise. ;p

Den i hurriedly went back to my bike at Suntec

to meet my NS fren at bugis and along the way,

GUESS WHAT??

I bump into diyanah, yes dat b*tc% wif her makrip guy.

She notice me n from the look on her face

she kind of stun n panic.

Since i dunt even bother to care for her life,

i juz gave great stare at her face which

she didnt dare to face me

and i juz walk off.

I took a glance back and she was looking at me.

Wat r u staring at B*tc%. My sexy ass??!!

Den I met my NSmates dat i met during

my posting aat 2PDF TC. We have a

gathering by having dinner at eat-zi19

restaurant. Sumwhere near bugis

junction. It wasnt dat kind off heavy meal

but it is the gathering that counts not the

food.

After waving goodbye to my mates,

i join the rest of my friends back at esplanade.

Hangout, chill till 3am + +.

Overall it was a great day but tiring in the end

as i was from my work on dat morning.

P/s im ready to b wat i am b4, r u?

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I muz learn to accept decision dat goes against me

for myself and those around me.

it aint easy but at least i tried.

Avoiding doesnt mean im leaving

but i care

N im not referring to u 'lost runaway gal'

so dunt think dat i still care bout u

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Hey! Same news. No effect.

An Achievement for me?

Yeah! Hope it stays dat way

Juz bring it on!

Fear NO MORE.

I've been woken up n realise dat

u r not the great one!

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The Machine
Name: Nurhisham Ajma'in
Birth: Born 1984, 15 Oct. Libra
School: Temasek Polytechnic
Email: his_1510@hotmail.com
Hates: Hypocrite, Coward, Backstabber, Matreps, Arrogant
Loves: Honest, Fun, Friendly, Understanding, Reasonable

The BabyAngel
Name: Siti Aisyah Firda
Birth: Born 1986, 25 Oct. Scorpio

Hi ALL!!!
I dunt care about what other people might think of me. I hav my own prinsip and dunt expect me to follow yours I would like to apologise, if u get offended. Happy reading & criticize all u wanted No effect on me. Mayb i could even learn from it. I stand up for my rights Hit me. I hit u harder.

HISHAM
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S	Suci
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