Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Okay.. I admit i was wrong rejecting Julie's offer to go visit Hafiz together at SGH. Particularly my bike was oredi der. But my heart & feelings still hurt veri much and meeting him will only make my blood rise and swear at him right in front of everyone der. For all i care, at least i got feelings for wat people felt.

Moreover if Sya was there, another culprit of the whole story, i will make things worse. Yeah it might be over u might have said but it hurts me deeply the way they treat us. Sorry i have to agree wif Yani. It is not dat easy to say sorry. As though u got an 'Undo' button on ur fingertips. And im sorry for not replying to all ur msgs and also im not taking my Blue Jacket and Helmet back from u. Even if im gonna take it, it will not settle the matter so easily as u thought. So if u want juz use those stuff, or even throw it since she no longer needs it.

And people dunt blame me for reacting dis way. The more i care for my friends, the more shits i get in return, RIGHT Hafiz, Right Sya, Right Kalid??!!

Finally i felt relief but still ders no Cure to the Pain....................................
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