Thursday, December 11, 2008

Something is hitting me these few days. Firstly i would like to say, if ur plan wasn't suit to my liking, it is not necessary that i will not agree to follow to your plan. Just look at it dis way. Will you turn up for a close friend birthday celebration not matter wat the plan is?? Will ya??!! From my point of view the thought that counts, not the plan OKAY!!! Bear in mind dat to whoeva you are who aren't satisfied wif me. You might be smart but wats bout ur vision n maturity. Im not comparing but since u r comparing might as well i show you how to compare. Let us look back at the time our Visit to the Zoo.

Oshin was damn fed up wif u coz u neva turn up. And guess who cover up ur arse. Itz me.. I xplain it to her ur condition and health and i didnt do it for ur sake. Itz friendship sake mind u. And that is not the first time it happens. I kept quiet coz i understand ur situation. Now bring forward to the latest gathering. When i spread the plan or ask for any plans from some people, no reply instead the reply was we all follow ur plan. Okay so when i finalized the plan, YOU WERE THE 1ST TO REPLY. "YES I WILL COME DOWN WITH H*R#S". Forward a bit. 1hour before the gathering take place. you msg "Sham aku tak join for the dinner, coz aku kuar dgn kakak aku and.............................................. bla bla.. Wtf!!! I oredi having difficulty to book the place and after talking to the manager, i managed to get it, you msg me liddat.... 1 HOUR BEFORE!! OSHIN msg me her problem 3days before. Catch the diff.... If i knew little people would come, i would probably go for KFC, BK, LJS where theres no need to book seats for huge number of people. And somemore much better pricing food. Okay thats for the dinner part.

Now bowling. I was so fed up but i didnt show it. You promise that u join us for bowling and bring ur entire troops along... You can ask everyone out der especially Kalid, Saufi, Khai and Oshin dat we were there at the bowling entrance when my name appeared to be 2nd on the list till it goes up to the 1st. Okay u claimed ur batt hp flat somemore dunno wat reason u gave me i dont care. U claim u were also der looking for me but we all not der when my name was on the 1st list. Bullshit!! I repeat Bullshit okay!! U also claim that u ask the counter when i ask u, did u ask them. Hey c'mon la... They also got a lot of names, how to remember. ONE QUESTION TO ASK.... DID YOU TAKE THE DAMN TROUBLE TO GO DOWN THE LANES TO LOOK FOR US BY GAMBLE?????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ANSWER YOU DIS. WE DID DO DIS AFTER OUR GAME TO LOOK FOR YOU OKAY!!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR WE DID IT. WE GAMBLE IT. U claim u ask counter then u left. so dunt claim to me again u did gamble do wat u should have done. It is as though ur bf dunt have our hp numbers. Dunt tell me his also flat...... Coincidence huh.... Antara nak ke taknak je lar SIS!!!

Okay talking bout Hafiz accident. I admit i was the last one to see him left with his bike and i did ask him to join us lepak for a while until he feels okay. I was oredi attending to Kalid who did cause trouble at 'Naughty Girl" and i was alone der mind you. I did care for Hafiz like i care for Kalid. So Hafiz stubbornly left the scene and i trusted him like he usually reach home safely as before. SO NOW U ANSWER ME. WILL I TURN UP even if i didnt like it. I turn up to take care of my drunken friends around me. At least i could be der when dey nid me. so do u tink it is still safe the DRUNK LEAD THE DRUNK. easy said den done.

Upon hearing his accident news from his Adik n Julie, i juz cant help it but to barge into Dependency Care Unit at SGH that veri night to see his condition. I felt guilty but i did my best. I could have done better to stop him. BUT LISTEN HERE MISS NOT SATISFIED. I WAS THERE WHERE I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO BE......... Just for my friends.

Talking bout being Ikhlas.. Did i ask anything from u for helping u get ur tuition pay. U insist of treating me but no. I dont tink it is nice coz u earn it urself. Not me. I was only der to neutralize both party. Juz imagine a fire and fire met. Ur bf doesn't help dat much. Now u got wats belongs to u hope u r happy wif dat. IS dat my interest??!! NO!! But i was der as a FRIEND
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