Saturday, October 10, 2009

It is almost the 5th month we been together including a 2mth distant relationship. Within that short period of time, there are so many ups and downs of our relationship.

My dear, juz remember that i was there for you when u need sum1 the most. When you need sum1 to talk to, to listen to ur problems, to listen to ur dreadful lonely life, to give u some piece of advise, lift u up and give some motivation and encouragement, make ur mind forget about ur problems. The full attention i gave to you might have overshadowed "HIS' ability to guide you to the future you would dream of. Like you said you do not want ur life to be similar to how ur mum suffered. I remember those words you gave me. That you will do anything u can to make this relationship work between us. And you have found the right man u want to be for the rest of ur life. The one who could guide you and give the fullest attention you need. We enjoy our life together right from Day 1 our first meeting at the airport until now. Every time we met, the strong feeling between us can be felt and we almost afraid of leaving each other even out of our sight. The Love bonding was at itz very best.

Then came a day where suddenly i felt sumthing was not right from her body language. You began to open topic bout him and ask get info bout his whereabouts, his status, his life. Began to feel concern for him.

I was left alone wondering wat will happen to me next. I have given my all to her. I even nurse you when u are suspected H1N1 when every1 else in ur family run away from you. And i was there giving my best to make sure u get a job as soon as you step into Singapore and i know i achieve that.

And now here i am fighting all i can to hold to your hands tightly, stay wif me and not back at him. I juz have to be strong and be patience and juz accept wat her decision was. Even though it is hard to bear hearing it but dis is what i have been waiting for all this while. I cried almost every day but i will be crying the loudest upon hearing the decision made.

My Love, My Heart

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