Saturday, July 31, 2010

I just broke down
on the side of the road
I'm out here alone just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know
Believe me I won't stop To see you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughing with you
I'm thinking that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must have been high
Weren't meant to be and just wasting my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

You and I, right or wrong, there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinking bout the better times
must have been out of my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I had to do

After the life we've been through
Know there's no life after you
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Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Hello my faithful readers!! Im back blogging again. Hasnt been updating my recent life dat much. i would prefer it kept within me.

Imagine u found a diamond and dis is a rare diamond hardly found. We tend to keep it safe to ourself and dunt let any1 else know it exists. It might get stolen one day. We usually tend to keep what we treasure most in our life within ourself. Dats common. It shows how much it meant to us. Happy or sad, Laugh or cry nobody knows. Nobody should know because random people do laugh at u if ders a failure.


What does dis rare diamond dat i mean? Whereva i go, i would bring It along wif me. No matter It likes it or not. Just to expose It to the outside world and breathe fresh air every now n then. It complains to me dat It doesnt like to sit at home often. And It is happier being wif me no matter where i would bring It to. So dats the reason y i share my everything wif It. I eat, It eat.(i need to say it a few times to pronounce this correctly). I sleep, It Sleep. When It feels cold, i always make sure i cover It wif my jacket. I dunt care if im cold but i juz wanna make sure It is comfortable whereva we went. On bikes, i even wear helmet on It. I will bring this helmet whereva i go wif or w/o It. In case it rains, n It's helmet got wet. I try to let it dry. Worse case, b4 i fetch It, i would go home grab another helmet for It to use it comfortably. If It still doesnt feel comfortable with the other helmet, i will let It use mine and i use the uncomfortable one.

It and i have at least one common things we like to do. It loves to go karaoke. I would bring It to karaoke often especially wen It is stress wif studies. It also loves taking pictures. So i save up and bought It a camera wif some useful application in that camera. It is so happy that It almost forgot about me but thankfully It didnt. It also loves shopping!! At first i feel tired follow It browsing thru every shop n check almost on everything. Shoes, clothes, bags, bangles all kinds of accessories. But soon i get used to dat and i even gives comments or suggestions wich looks good on It. Sometimes i would pick sumthing i thought it was nice but It says Not Nice and browse thru other things. It is difficult to be pleased sometimes. But i stood by It.

I neva forbids It to do anything unless i feel that the things It did will lead to sumthing bad then i would forbid It. Im trying to be a nice guy to It. Shower It wif Love, Care, Concern, Protection, took away some problems It face and neva fail to let It face alone.

But wheres my It now.........

I dunt have an answer. The moments we share almost felt as though theres no one else around us. Now dat i lost It, i felt that i almost lost everything. It... Whereva you are, please come back to me. My arms are still wide open for my only It.

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